Offer to KISAS!!!

Alhamdulillah segala puji bagi Allah dan syukur keatasnya kerana limpah kurniaNYA dan rahmat yang diberikanNYA keatas ku. Selawat dan salam kpd junjunga S.A.W.  dan ahli keluarga serta para sahabat.

Alhamdulillah, today I am very excited as I am over the moon. All praises to Allah  for giving the oppurtinity to me to study  at KISAS (actually this happened before yesterday, Monday). Honestly, as  the news of sbp offering was posted to the lucky students at the latest Saturday, I didnt get any letter at that day. I felt frust and tense.

But,I do realize that I was being tested by Him, either I thanks to Him or not. How`s my iman?? Mumtaz?? Rasib?? He knows. From the time, I woke up from my sleep at the gloomy Saturday (only for me), I badly worried and anxious. I didnt get a letter from KPM. Later, while chatting with a member, he told me that he got MOZAC ( an elite science school).

The conversation...

Me :  Alhamdulillah, congrats!!

Him : Tanx, Ibn_Sina95 (me)

Me : How do u know the result?? Aint KPM doesnt announce anything??

Him : Oh, that!! KPM did. U know what, it`s from postman. Postman send letters of offering to the lucky students such me.

MAIL, BOX AND POSTMAN. Three clues for me to solve the puzzle.

To downstairs rushly and checked the mail box before I knew it was...........

EMPTY. EMPTY. EMPTY.

ARRGGGHHH!!!! Astaghfirullah, maybe not now. It could be at late evening. I waiting and waiting. Nothing happend. Suddenly, someone told me an important news. What news?? It`s secret!!!!!

Oh, why?? why?? why??(this about the news)
Always like this. Always challenging me. At that time, my tears already falling down. Playing its part, showing sadness. I realized the tears were telling me that I cant endure it anymore. Knowing that would be `someone` who would listen to my sadness, I went to Him. To the creator of sadness. The powerful one and knows the good ones and bad.

I met Him and show my passion of hopes.

Oh, Allah. Is this ur choice?? Is this the best for me?? Is it okay  for me to study at the other school??
KISAS my dreaming school was only in my hope, my imagination and would not be a reality?? Reciting Quran, performing solat and etc to show Him that I really hoping. Hope to Him.

Eventually, I felt rather ease. Much better than before. But that gloomy feeling still staining. It continued to Sunday, this day was felt like living and waiting for 1000 years. Oh, what a test!!

During breakfast, lunch and dinner, I only ate little. Losing my appetiate.

Even at class, I cant concentrate, . I felt dizzy. When I tried to focus, KISAS would emerge in my thought. It was keep happening until at the Monday`s eve (the day everything was determined).

It happened after my mom fetched me from the school. She dropped me at home before left me behind at the front gate. And I, the person who was hoping for KISAS`s offering, open the gate`s lock and hurriedly to  mail box. I saw a letter. White in colour. And it was a letter from KPM. I took that letter. Hurriedly, I went inside and read the letter eagerly.

OH,  Allah!!At last, ur answer have come. All praises to Him.  I cant say such a word due to excitement.

I get an offer to KISAS.

Going upstair, searching for dad and I hugged him. Hug Of Pleasure. He did feel same as me, happy and grateful. Later, my mom back. She asked me did I get any letter.

And to make a long story short.......

She do feel same with me, happy and grateful. Absolutely, my family are happy with that rahmat.

That night, I thank to him, recite Quran and etc to show my syukur. To show my gratitude, I told my uncle the one I really thankful, he helped much for me. My auntie, the one that very close to me and my grandpa and grandma.

On the next day, at the school, to my beloved teachers I spread the happy news. They are over the moon.

To the related ones, this my gratitude..
To all of my friends who always praying for my happiness and succes. To that person who guides me very much. Of course, my friends in 3 Siddiq mostly and form teacher, Ms. Zila. Not forgetted the ones in 3 Amanah which is currently same class with me. Lastly, to other friends which close to me or not, I do pray for ur succes here and hereafter.

My special gratitude to my beloved and bestie, Nafahadt, Hazim, Amir Farhan, Rafiq, Haziq, Irfan Haziq and Faliq, my usrah team even we did usrah once or twice. But it`s still our effort to build mukmin`s characters in ourselves.

THANK U VERY MUCH!!

I will left to KISAS on 7th Feb.

DO PRAY ME, MAY ALLAH BLESSES U..

Hope that KISAS will make me a better muslim and mukmin.

Allah, thanks for this ni`mat.

p/s : Doa is a weapon for muslims.

"Say when My slaves ask about Me, indeed He is very close, answering all prayers." I believe that verse. What surah and which ayat?? If I correct, that verse is in surah al-Baqarah. U may search it and do correct me if I`m wrong.

Maaf, Hari ini tiada warna. Rasanya Memadai dengan warna-warna indah dalam berita diatas.

Three weeks left: countdown,
me, the mere one,
Ibn_Sina95,
15 Safar 1432.

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